Stepping onto MIT’s campus post-acceptance, I couldn’t shake the feeling that I didn’t belong. As I walked past the iconic Maclaurin building, overheard engaging discussions at Ripple Café, and used my student discount for the first time at the COOP, I kept thinking: I’m not as smart as everyone here. My undergrad GPA wasn’t a 4.0, I haven’t invented a world-changing product (yet), and I still can’t spell “Massachusetts” without looking it up. How could I possibly belong among some of the greatest minds in the world?
Then came orientation. I met the most synergetic, welcoming, and supportive cohort, faculty, and staff. My feelings of intimidation pivoted to invigoration. Since that day, I’ve woken up each morning knowing I will be challenged but supported, inspired but humbled, stretched but empowered. As the initial awe of arriving on MIT’s campus settled into the rhythms of daily life, I came to some fundamental truths that I’d like to share:
Everybody experiences imposter syndrome at some point.
Honestly, if someone claims to have never felt this way, I’d challenge them to dig deeper. While the feeling is normal, it’s impossible for everyone to be an imposter. I quickly realized that I do belong here and that I bring unique contributions to the world’s most pressing issues. Most importantly, MIT thrives on its diversity of backgrounds, experiences, visions, and aspirations—and that’s what makes it so special.
I’m smarter than I think.
This isn’t to sound pompous, but it’s true. Walking into my first MIT exam, I fully expected a brain-twisting three hours. (To be fair, it was challenging.) But the sun rose the next morning, and I did much better on the exam than I’d expected! I realized that I can do this. More importantly, grades are only one part of the holistic MIT experience and don’t solely measure intelligence. The people, opportunities, and places at CTL and across MIT define this journey far more than any exam score ever could.
My assigned cohort became lifelong friends.
When I applied to graduate school, making new friends wasn’t at the forefront of my mind, unlike when I first went to college. While I anticipated broadening my professional network, I never imagined that the people I’d meet would span the globe, creating a friendship network across over 35 countries. I’d argue that this has been the greatest support in overcoming imposter syndrome, as I feel surrounded every day by friends who have become like family.
What am I investing in if I’m not growing?
Let’s be real—graduate school is expensive, and every day feels like drinking from a firehose. However, if I wanted to settle for the status quo, I could have stayed content with my current situation. Instead, I’m here at MIT, fully committed to making the most of every moment. When that inner voice tries to convince me I’m inferior to those around me, I remind myself that I’m here for a reason and absolutely belong.
If there’s one thing to take away from this blog, it’s that imposter syndrome is something we’ve all experienced—and you are capable of achieving anything you set your mind to. I truly hope to see you at MIT soon!